Everyday is a new day~I am greatful for everyday that I am given. Life is just not handed to everyone. BUT there is only 24 hours in a day-and I need about 15 or more hours; then I will be set! I get up at 4 or 4:30 and then go to bed at 10 or 11. Sleep is non-existing, as is everything else! I really don't know how I do it. Thru all the things that I have went thru this past year; deaths, school, crying, sweat and hard work, I know that new and different things are coming this year, I wish that I can predict the future so that I can be prepared. Unfortunatly, I am normal-going thru normal things that everyone else goes thru, too. I feel that I am not phased by anything or I am numb! I am not sure if that is normal or not... BUT. I know that I need to be strong and take each day as it comes, keep my game face on. I do know that everyday I am learning something new. AND it is not because I am in school... the things that I am learning are life lessons that are somehow given to me to experience. I guess that is a good thing! Right? I am blessed with a wonderful and spunky daughter and I have a good job, I really should not ask for more... but I do. I always want more; more for Clarissa and more out of me. Life is short, and it flies by so fast. Kids grow up, friends and family come and go...we find new friends and comeback to old friends...life is so wierd~ but kinda exciting too.
