Well, after 13.5 years of marriage and 15 + years of friendship, Adam and I are getting a divorce. I have to say that the both of us have been living separate lives for some time. We were both are not showing our wonderful daughter the true meaning of happiness and love. She needs to know what love is, what it is to be happy, and to truly feel the love and the happiness of a relationship. Not what it means to settle, to put up with, and just get by because it is something that is comfortable. Being lonely is not fun but I am really finding myself thru all this.
We are already having some ups and downs... but Clarissa and I are getting by. It is new to all of us- but all in all, this will be a good thing. With all my friends and family by our side, I have a huge support system. I am not one that likes to ask for help; however, I have to...and have. For that, I am thankful and grateful.
Adam gave me the best gift of all, our daughter-Thank you!
So, now- I am learning to live on my own... Learning to be me... Learning to be reliant on myself... and learning to love and trust others.
None of this is easy- but it takes one breathe at a time... one day at a time... and little trial and error. I have to stay positive, pick myself up, dust myself off, and get back up there on that horse...LOL...
