I have to say- that I am truly blessed to have as much support and love that I do in the friends and family that surround me. I have friends that I see and talk to that I have known since grade school. I have friends that I just made that seem like someone that I have known since the end of time. Family that are there for me because being a single parent of a hard-headed child...is not easy. These people make me feel special, like I am worth it, and that I count in this world. I hope that they feel the same way! I hope that I make them feel the same way...I admit that I love my friends and of course my family ... I am truly blessed to have them in my life... and that they are with me ... going thru all my issues with me. Because it is not easy!
Clarissa is giving me a run for my money- already. She is growing up... and seems as if she is older then she really is. 12 is just a number... but when it is in regards to my child, it is not just a number, it is a monumental age- she is almost a teen... into boys, into makeup, into loud music, into getting her way... attitude...hard headed issues, acting like she is adult when she is just 12. I do not want to lose my little girl. But I have to let go... I still hang on, she is all that I have... and all that I will ever have. She is my constant... my everything... even thru her preteen issues...
I am getting old. And with that... I have to embrace it. Live life to the fullest...From me: "All the people that view this blog, know me. The only thing that I can say, is that everyday is a new day. My days and family are forever changing and all that I can do, is live each day like it is the last. " This is too true.
2 comments:
I love reading your blogs, Jess! I was talking to Jorden the other day about Garfield (the movie was on TV) and I was remembering how we used to call you Odie! ;)
I know exactly what you're feeling right now. Remember I went through this and I had a two-year old AND a teenage brother to care for! Times were very challenging and I got through it. You will, too! Even though we don't physically see each other as much, I am always a phone call or a key stroke away. I know that you know that!!
Keep your chin up, you are doing awesome. SO glad you got to really 'let your hair down' in Vegas. You deserve it! Keep writing because blogs, FB, etc, are my only communication with the outside world these days...ha ha!
Love you!
LOL... pure entertainment... right...JK. I am really working on this new life I am making. The only thing that is really trying for me is the waiting game. I feel that everything is moving in slow motion and I have no control over anything. I do not feel, at times, that I am moving forward at all. Sometimes backwards at times.
Thanks... sweets.
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