Judging...

I know that I am constantly being judged... by everyone at work, Clarissa, my parents, and or friends. I try realllllly hard not to judge. BUT find myself judging. Am I a bad person for doing that? I think that I am. Although it is normal to think about things... like that. I find myself saying-WOW! she or he should not be wearing that, or what the heck were they thinking when they left the house... ? I know that I am not even close to being perfect... but I have always tried to not think that way... but find myself thinking that way in the back of my mind. So, I am not saying it, but thinking it... GRRRR

I really wonder what people think of me? Am I a bad person-huh? Well, I try to not be...I try to see the glass as half full... and that each person has a special place on this earth for one reason or another... whether they dress funny or look funny- it is what it is. In the end, regardless, I still care and would love them either way. It is not the look, it is the heart that makes the person. If it was all about looks, I would be on planet Pluto- not the best looking person out there...but at least I try. But I just wish that those dumb thoughts of judging can just leave my mind. It can be frustrating.