Its not what you say, it is how you say it.

Actions speak louder than words.

This week was a bit weird for me. I was hurt, embarrassed, disappointed, pissed, sad, and so much more. And no one knew nor did I say anything to anyone about it to the people that did those things to me. Is it worth it... YES- but why is it that I am all those things, yet turn it around to show concern to the other person, when I should not be the one to be worried or concerned. I did not cause or create the monster... There is not a reason in the world that I should have not been all those things and then some. I had every right.

Abuse is abuse no matter or regardless of the fact- I have had almost every form of it...it hurts either way.

Love and friendship is fragile.

I am learning to disengage and move on. It is not worth my anger, sadness, disappointment, and sanity to waste my time. I put so much forth effort onto things and realize that I am the only one working at it... or am giving my all when others are not. I am staying positive and keeping my steps moving forward.